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All I Could Carry

by Rachel Oto

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1.
Angel 03:31
Angel, angel What do you want from me? Oh, you promised I could wear your wings And you said don’t you worry, no need to sign We’re more than family now Hallelujah! But you’re hiding your truth It’s all whispers blisters lies Sugared, honeyed crimes Like spindles ‘round our souls Believe me, oh I know Angel What do you take me for? Explain your game and please explain the score I didn’t mean to run afoul I didn’t mean to run amok I’ve just been runnin’ runnin’ Runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ Hallelujah! But you’re hiding your truth It’s all whispers blisters lies Sugared, honeyed crimes Like spindles ‘round our souls Believe me, oh I know Whispers blisters lies Sugared, honeyed crimes Like spindles ‘round our souls Believe me, oh I know Angel Angel Angel Angel
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Paper House 03:14
One sheet of paper Four folded walls Burn in two windows Cut in a door And maybe for tonight My paper house can hold my soul One sheet of paper Carpet on floor Light in the attic Food on the stove And maybe for tonight My paper house can be my home And keep me cozy In the rubble of illusions that came crumbling down like walls Oh, keep me cozy Before I sign away my soul One sheet of paper All of my goals Pillars and plaster Bullets and holes And maybe for tonight My paper house Maybe for tonight My paper house Won't crush my soul
3.
Demons 04:20
Leave me alone to the demons inside of me There ain't no room for their anger out here They messed with my name and they're friends with my troubles They've conquered the corners that I left uncovered And they're bringing me down They're dragging me Gnawing all my hope away One claw to hold and the other to break They want me now They're coming now They're eating my pleas and they're belching out Pain They're all of my pain And they're all I know With curses close kill shots I'm only holding enough of myself to keep going And I'm always dreaming the battle's won But I'm falling to pieces Trust me Trust me Free me Thought I could do it but I don't believe me They put down deep roots and they sucked up my feeling The singing the singing the ringing The ringing A monstrous chorus A melodic war With curses close kill shots I'm only holding enough of myself to keep going And I'm always dreaming the battle's won But I'm falling to pieces With curses close kill shots I'm only holding enough of my faith to fight on And I'm always dreaming the day is won But I'm falling to pieces Watch me wear my demons
4.
Human 03:42
Maybe if I smile just the right amount I can avoid the questions that will throw my life in doubt If I wipe my feet in perfume Pull back my unwashed hair Could you see the human in me? Maybe if I'm certain just the right amount You won't even realize my throne sits on the ground If I steady my existence like the bedframe that I sold Could you see the human in me? If I mended all my holes with threads I pulled unraveling the seams That held the cover on my pending catastrophe I could fool you for a moment when I pass you on the street Maybe if I'm absent, just the right amount You won't have to think about the reasons I'm around If I manicure my silence like the lawn I'll never know Could you see? If I mended all my holes with threads I pulled unraveling the seams That held the cover on my pending catastrophe I could fool you for a moment when I pass you on the street I could fool you for a moment when I pass you on the street If I only spoke of flowers If I tuck away my pain If I promised that I've gone to cleanse my spirit yet again If I hide away the hours that the civil people go If I never let you know If I never let you know If I never let you know If I never let you know If I mended all my holes with threads I pulled unraveling the seams That held the cover on my pending catastrophe I could fool you for a moment when I pass you on the street If I mended all my holes with threads I pulled unraveling the seams That held the cover on my pending catastrophe I could fool you for a moment when I pass you on the street I could fool you for a moment I could fool you for a moment I could fool you for a moment I could fool you for a moment I could fool you for a moment when I pass you on the
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Fantasy 02:35
I’m afraid I’m lost in a fantasy I’m afraid I’m lost in a fantasy They say that dreams will set you free But I’m afraid I’m afraid I’m lost in my fantasy The road I walk just shouldn’t be And all my friends are make-believe I know I’m lost in my fantasy I made my world I cut my ties from Everything holding me, everything I held my breath too long Illusions strong within my lungs I paint the colors on the walls In rooms I never left at all

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released March 15, 2022

Written by Rachel Oto
Produced and Recorded by Andrew Monheim
Mixed by Jason Schweitzer and Andrew Monheim
Mastered by Gene Grimaldi

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Rachel Oto Los Angeles, California

Rachel Oto's Saloon Rock style defiantly toes the line between sweet sensuality and determined ferocity. Her raw, edgy vocals, no-nonsense, balls-to-the-wall, acoustic rock style, and sophisticated, visual storytelling make her the type of Americana artist rock music has only dreamed of. ... more

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